I finally did get a chance to tell my DH that I was taking a few hours off from work today to go to the zoo with Seth, and although he started out just being disgusted, by the end of the evening he was so angry that he didn't go to sleep until 3am. Why do I know that? Because I didn't get much sleep either, although I still turned over at 10pm as usual. But I got up at 3:25am, also as usual, and I'm looking forward to my day. I had weighed all of the consequences and had decided that it was worth it. He has no trust in me, and that's really too bad. He claims that I lie to him all the time, and he's very wrong about that. But he sees the world as he wants to see it and nothing can change him. I know that if it had been anyone else (insert female name of choice here), it would not have been a problem. I will, however, wrap things up a bit sooner than I had intended and drop Seth back off at his hotel in time to be home for dinner tonight. I can only push the envelope so far...and I'm still pushing things much farther than I probably should. It's worth it...it really is!
Picture by Creative Quilter, 2009
So, we'll see if I post tomorrow - LOL. I will - I know I will. I have no idea how long he'll be angry at me - he has pushed anger to extremes before and has been angry for weeks. So we'll see - I leave for my next trip at the end of July...it's possible that he may still be angry then. Have a non-eventful Monday - it seems the wiser decision - LOL.
1 comment:
Most interesting--Seth ---angry for weeks.. wow thats kinda wild
Is Seth a platonic buddy?
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