Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 1, 2022

Good Imbolc and Happy Year of the Tiger - Who Will Guard and Rule Your Castle?

Good Inbolc and Happy Year of the Tiger. We're moving ever closer to Spring, and I couldn't be happier about that. There's still a lot of snow still to come - sometimes March is our snowiest month - but I get hopeful when Imbolc begins because we're one full step removed from the Winter Solstice, the days are absolutely getting longer, and hope is perching on the hearth instead of hiding in the deepest woods. 




There are many ways to celebrate Inbolc. Take a look at 
a few of them here. I think I'll add some cinnamon to my 
morning tea. That should be delightful. 



What is it about those deepest woods? It's a central part to "fairy tales" that many of us grew up with. The woods that Hansel and Gretel were abandoned in. The woods that wood-choppers made their living within - a career choice that doesn't have a lot of call these days. The woods where our deepest fears lived and where "The Wild Things" lived. What became of those woods? 




Happy Year of the Tiger to all of you. Tigers are extra 
smart this year (the stars are aligned), but the year may 
bring unexpected ups and downs. Stay conservative and 
increase your charitable work. Because of an unfortunate 
alignment, there is also a higher chance of injury, 
quarrel or legal trouble this year. There will be 
obstacles and setbacks, but the outcome will be 
positive in the end. 



They still exist - in the far corners of your mind. It's deep in those mental woods that your deepest fears have found their home. There are caves where they can hide, large trees where they can perch, and cobwebbed dells where you fear to tread with good reason. In those depths of the mind, Shelob still lives and danger lurks around every corner. 




Without darkness we couldn't appreciate the light. Without 
the dark shards of the mind, we couldn't dream and 
soar in the night. Embrace that dark, but understand it 
has no lasting power over the light. It is only the other 
side of the light and the two must always remain in 
balance with each other. 



It's that deep sense of instability that drives mankind to join with others and create various villages, towns and cities. In numbers there is safety - at least sometimes. Of course, those who have malice on their minds move right along with the flow and set up their own domiciles in the towns and cities. Sometimes they even come to power in them, putting all people at risk by their actions. 




Small villages led to bigger ones. Bigger ones led to 
larger and more imposing buildings and a larger and 
more complicated governmental structure. I'm not 
sure it was a great idea, but we outgrew our 
small villages a long time ago, and the "ruler" or 
"ruling body" have been given powers - good and bad - 
that maybe were unanticipated in those early days. 



As we move toward true Spring, it's certainly something to think about. What thoughts are you allowing into your mental village? Are you culling out the riff-raff and keeping them outside your castle walls? Are you electing good people to guide your actions? Or are you sitting in your small room, looking out of a dirty window pane with fear that you'll be noticed? Remember - it's YOUR village, so allow those entry who will support your efforts and help you with success. Have an excellent Inbolc, enjoy the beginning of the Year of the Tiger, and I'll return tomorrow, I'm off to the swimming pool. 




Friday, May 29, 2020

I'm Living In "Interesting Times" and I Hate It

Yesterday was a little scary - the riots about the George Floyd killing moved from Minneapolis across the river to St Paul, and into the southern portion of my shop's neighborhood. It was a tense afternoon, and we locked the door, leaving a sign on it to knock for entry. We have bars across our windows and solid doors, and we're a mile north of where the major riots and property destruction was going on, but it was uncomfortable. 

At 5:30 pm, I made the decision to close early. We brought the cloths back up and covered the display cases, just as we had while we were on stay-at-home. We're basically a bead store, but why tempt fate? I was out of the shop by 6:00 pm, normally when I would be locking the doors. My landlord texted me later hoping that we were all away from the shop and to let him know if anything happened (break-in or similar) and he would go over. He lives quite close to the shop, so he could get there faster than I. Fortunately, as of now (6:30 am on Friday) nothing happened. I hope we haven't been spray painted or such, but I think we survived the night. 

For those of you who are overseas and might not have heard about this clusterf__k, here's some bare bones details. A grocer in Minneapolis called the police about a suspected thief. Four police officers arrived and accosted George Floyd, wrestling him to the ground and holding him down, forcibly, one officer by kneeling across the back of his neck. Despite numerous requests to "Let me breathe. I can't breathe", the policeman kept his knee on Floyd's neck for more than eight minutes, causing his death. 

The Minneapolis mayor was incensed about this, as were a LOT of people. Since Floyd was a black man and the police were not (they were a variety of non-black people), race and the problem of race relations and black dignity raised its head. We give a lot of lip service to equality in this nation, but a lot of times that's all it is - lip service. 

Riots happened because people were angry. The four policemen were fired, but have not yet been arrested (which they certainly SHOULD be, for murder and accessory to murder), and the people are angry about the lack of action by the authorities. As of this writing, we've had riots for three nights now and also looting and violence during the days. 

UPDATE - Chickie just sent me a Twitter video that shows the pharmacy, kitty corner across the street from me, engulfed in flames early this morning at 1:30 am. (it's a 100-year-old building and I just love the people there). I'm seriously considering doing the bare minimum at the shop today and staying locked until next week. What a mess. 

I think I don't like living in "interesting times". Stay safe and I'll be back tomorrow.